14 February 2009

Valentine`s DAY

first of all just wanna say happy valentine`s day...
in this morning i went to school to decoration bout Sutomo for P2S1
but besides that,in fact i bought a lot of chocolate which i made yesterday..
but,when i saw them, they look very calm with me...
it makes me weird..
so i decided to kept my chocolate...so sad...

but before i went home,i `ve just give it to two people..
i give it too mrs V n mrs C...
but i will give it to mrs S too later...

hmm...
yesterday when they win terompah...
they put their hands together and shout,,,
when they were doing it,,,
i feel like a stupid girl standing around them ..
n saw their happiness...
but in my heart i am so sad...
because i can`t enjoy their happiness...

when i talked this to vin...
my eyes feel very wet....
very very wet...

but maybe this is my punishment from GOD for me...
i must be patient ....
I must be patient !!